Moth Journals

Monday, January 22, 2007

Amazing M

Listening to: The Cure

I have to say this about my trainer M.
He has the longest patience ever.
It's unfuckingbelievable.

Sunday, January 21, 2007

Losing the Mojo

Warning before you proceed reading this particular entry. There is no attempt whatsoever to be profound, literary, or EVEN sensible. This entry is for my own particular venting purpose.

Sigh. I am mad at M. I have trust issues. To explain, I would have to go back to P. P has his faults but I never once felt that I couldn't trust him.

Not so with M. I feel uncomfortable with him. I realize now that it may be an unacknowledged suspicion that I am being laughed at. Not in a funny haha way but in a mean haha way. Boy, did that sound genius.

But hey, this could be just pure unadultered paranoia.

Anyway, I proved today, if you trust somebody enough, you can lift even an elephant. Without it, don't have the willpower to lift a measly pebble.

Friday, January 05, 2007

New Year, New Trainer

My new trainer, M. And no, I didn't take this picture. ^^

I want more hits for my blog. Hence I am posting M's picture *evil laughter*!!! Eye candy, anyone? ^^

M is my current trainer at Fitness First. You won't believe it but I am SO well-behaved now. I used to be so filthy-mouthed but that's all in the past now. (And when P tries to provoke me, I think of M really hard to keep from retaliating. M symbolizes a fresh new start.)

I chose the guy because he was a stranger. Everybody else knew what a biatch I was with my old trainer P. I love the guy but he brought out the worst in me. Lolo P. haha.

M on the other hand, is very serious about what he's doing. (Forget about that pic for a moment. He's very appropriately dressed when we're training. You can just imagine that picture again when you're all alone... in the shower... haha!) It feels like he's the one paying you and not the other way around the way he's so serious about it. He knows and applies the science of it. (Well, he IS, after all Cum Laude of Human Kinetics from my beloved school Peyups. And yes, I am obviously proud of him.) He's got great strategies and programs. Great tracking too. But more than that, what really calms me is his even temper and disposition. Nary a mood swing nor a menstrual cycle in sight. Yahoo!

(And no, he's not a square. He has very interesting quirks just like anybody. ^^)

So now I hear and obey. Hardly any complaints. I follow follow follow. I know. Can't believe we're talking about me, right. haha! My boss will surely have a heart attack if he were to hear of it.

Of course, that's not to say I haven't had my naughty moments and had him do the exercises just for the heck of watching him do it. What?! It's fun to watch. And I can catch my breath. hehe.