Losing the Mojo

Warning before you proceed reading this particular entry. There is no attempt whatsoever to be profound, literary, or EVEN sensible. This entry is for my own particular venting purpose.

Sigh. I am mad at M. I have trust issues. To explain, I would have to go back to P. P has his faults but I never once felt that I couldn't trust him.

Not so with M. I feel uncomfortable with him. I realize now that it may be an unacknowledged suspicion that I am being laughed at. Not in a funny haha way but in a mean haha way. Boy, did that sound genius.

But hey, this could be just pure unadultered paranoia.

Anyway, I proved today, if you trust somebody enough, you can lift even an elephant. Without it, don't have the willpower to lift a measly pebble.