Alice in Wonderland Days

I've been very happy of late. I love love love Miel. Such a perfect kid. I love my job, my bosses, and my officemates. I love gym and my trainer M. I love my books and my dvd marathons. And though there are some things unresolved in my life, I don't mind. Oprah said you can have everything, just not at the same time. And i respect that. I believe it.

Plus I've been a good girl. I am proud of myself for not indiscriminately getting into relationships. My rationale is that if I stay good long enough, then the cosmos will reward me with good karma in the form of a good guy. Or as near as one can get anyway. Way too many jerks in the world.

Hence it catches me off balance to be where I am now.

I am Alice in Wonderland falling through the rabbit hole...

Oh help...

I'm falling...

And I can't stop grinning...

He isn't Dead. But he will do for the meantime.

Again, I wonder what this all means...